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Something about rock quarries makes me feel like home. I used to sleep at one for a summer before Dante took me in. I showed up to church covered in mud-ridden shoes and wet feet and I loved it. 

I've got so much to thank God for right now, even though most things going on with me are no where near how I want them to be, I am taken care of.

Lord, I thank you.

Last night I fell asleep by nine on my couch with a dog in my lap. I woke up around 10 and started watching "Reflections in a Golden Eye", one of my favorite McCuller's books turned movie. It was one of the best book to movie renditions I've ever seen. 

 I miss Courtney like crazy. It's been hard for me lately feeling like my other half is so far away from me. I miss everything about her. And it's not like she's gone - she's walking distance from me. It's just different...I miss my girlfriend, I miss everything that entailed. 

I am in awe right now of how much God loves me.