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I'm a fucking idiot. There is no getting around it. I blame it on women. I blame it on being raised the only boy in a family of girls. I blame it on barely having a father growing up or something..or something, I mean shit. I'm an idiot. 

I need my life back damnit. I'm a happy person, I swear...but then women happened and I became crazy. I think it was college, yeah college. That was when I went crazy. It doesn't matter, I just know I want my life back and I don't want to be anything but my self all the time starting now.

If you pray, pray for that. Pray that I can be my self and quit this insecure bullshit of a life I've seemed to manifest because of circumstances that seem beyond me. 

I need a fresh start, I gotta have it. I hate love.