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The changes that God is making in me do not become visible just because I want to hold them out for people to see, nor can I take stock of these changes for my own good. I can however count the number of calamities and frustrations that happen regularly to me and by the cause of me to others. My progress isn't marked with visible checkpoints as I'd like it to be but I have been taught to put faith in the growth that Jesus has for me, whether I can see it or not, and I'm going to be very diligent in practicing that idea.

Trouble - comes quick
God''s growth - takes time

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In Memphis I would hop around on crutches and sit outside churches where I'd sweat and talk to myself. I live in Atlanta now and no one hears about all these things that I remember - the formative years that I keep taking myself myself through in memory. There must be a museum for thoughts like these to be put on display. It would cut the hassle of getting to know someone like me pretty quick and save me a lot of talking. But since nothing like that has been established yet, I'll start with this, a quick hello.